I am in my most sian class again.. OMG.. I think i will just die during this module. All is wish for is to get a C for this module and that is all. I dont need a B or anything better than C. Whereas on the other hand, i will just buck up for my other modules. I hope that for today, i will be able to make it as i do not want to get C again. Gettting a C for daily grade make me feel very irritated.. I just dont like that.. But i am in this class, whom i dont even know much people, plus, people who are noisy and i am close with are not in this class. Its kind of sian without them!! What can i do?

I am so looking forward for next month!! Next month, i will be able to get a new phone!! WAHAH! That is so finally, because the current phone which i am using right now is suck!! It keep on restarting as and when it like.. I wont say that i am sick and tired of this phone because its bought by my bf. I also choose it personally 2 years back. Plus, i am able to go shopping next month with Geraldine and my bf to get some new clothes!! Wahaha.. I am so looking forward!!

Anyway, back to my lappy, i think my lappy is going to die soon.. anytime!! Since i am going to work, i am thinking of getting a Desktop instead.. As long as its before my uni life ba!! Anyone would like to tell me any brand of desktop is good? =D

Updated@9:18 AM

I went school today but did not go for class because i am still rather angry that i got a C for her lesson. Can you imagine that this is my first C for this entire semester? I am freaking unhappy about it because i have done my work. The only thing might be, my rj is a little out of point, plus i never talk a lot during lesson time. What do you want me to say in front of those year 2? They are like kid in their own world.. Initially, i was thinking of changing module, but after a deep consideration, i am thinking of giving it a try. So i will gamble my gpa with this module. Hope that i will be able to do well. Whereas for my other modules, it seems to be alright as i am still getting a straight Bs from my other facilitators.

So this morning, i waited for Geraldine at the control station.. Can you imagine that she is late.. lol.. opps =X While waiting for her, i saw suyin, so we had a little chat regarding our fyp before she head to school WHERE i continue to wait for Geraldine!! So, i went school with Geraldine to get her password fixed and we had breakfast in school. After which we head back to woodlands where we take 858(if i am not wrong) to airport because it has been a long time since Geraldine went there. But we only hang around at T2 and T3.. And then, we took 36 down to suntec and we ate ichiban there.. After eating we were like damn full, where i keep on complaining that my lappy has become heavier!! So we went to walk around.. haha.. But after walking she got to go back already because she still need to attend a funeral..

Updated@10:20 PM

I am so wanting to know about the time-table for next monday as i am rather worried that i might not get the modules which i wanted as well as the people whom will be in my class for next semester.. I hoped so much that i am able to be in the same class with geraldine.. haha.. But there are people whom i dont want to be in the same class with as well.. As i am not a kind of person who like to POR others. So i sort of cant stand how some people can treat others.. WHICH ITS KIND OF FAKE!!

Updated@9:46 PM

I was DEMAND by KHNG LI JUAN and STANLEY CHO YAN QI to update my blog. MAIN REASON: They both agree that even if we dont meet up that often, they will be able to know whatever is happening in my life through my blog. But i dont agree so. HAHA. But i felt that it might be because they wants to STALK me, that is why they want me to blog. lol.

Currently, i am in my 1 month long holiday. And my job currently is to slack at home as well as going out with friends. Which is kind of bored because there is nothing to do at home. Even if i wants to go out, not everyone is free as they got to work as well as people who are serving NS and who are still schooling even though it is a school holiday right now for the primary and secondary students.

I went back to CC to "visit" the band but we up end taking out the instruments to play outside the band room. And we felt that the instructor is damn rude as he did not even greet us or even ask the band to greet us. Kind of disappointed with him, anyway, it had not been the first time. So, as we got used to it, it will be alright.. Anyway, CC will be merging with Bedok Town soon, I felt that it is rather good chance for CC because it is a rather small school and i felt that it does not really provide good facilities for the students to be there. Anyway, it is kind of sad because it is a place where i know my friends, eg: KHNG LI JUAN, cindy, eric, shawn, STANLEY CHO YAN QI, ben, wan leng, cairong, mr nazreen, mr badrul and etc..

Updated@11:46 PM

I haven been blogging for a month until i saw lj's tag.. lol.. Now even Geraldine is also reminding me that i haven been blogging for quite sometime.. haha.. Recently, there are somethings which i am not happy about.. But since it has past, i am not going to talk about it anymore..

I had finally finish all my UTs for this semester.. All i am left with is 15 weeks of lessons, which is about 60 lessons in total, 12 UTs and 1 FYP.. and 2 more CE points, and i am ready to graduate.. =) That is what i have been waiting for.. But i must plan what do i want to work after i have graduated because mommy and daddy dont intend to pay for my university school fee.. so i got to work for 2 years before i am able to go to SIM.. Many people told me that if i were to do that, i will not have the heart to study because all i will be thinking of will that earning money will be better than spending money.. But i also dont have a choice because i have no one to pay for my school fees.. Initially del and i were still thinking of going to uni together.. But i dont think i will be able to make it.. Plus, she dont want to wait for another 2 more years. So i got to endure all this thing all by myself..Anyway before going to uni, i also promise Geraldine that i will be going to Taiwan with her.. I am so looking forward to it!!

Yesterday i went to a museum with Geraldine near near to Victoria concert hall.. We went there for the sake of CE points.. haha.. I am still lucky because i am still short of 2 points.. Whereas Geraldine still short of 10 more.. So even if i had completed my points, i will still to go with her for any museum trip or talk.. But i will not need to do any RJ and etc because i had completed.. So i just there for the sake of company her.. haha..

I haven contact my boss about work for this holiday.. lol.. And she also haven contact me about it as well.. So i am thinking of contacting her next week because i am thinking of relaxing myself for this entire week as i have been studying all night for my UTs.. Anyway, my banking UT was out last night.. And, i got a D PLUS, my result was only 8!! OH MY GOD.. I never thought that i will have grade like this.. I am really disappointed with myself.. Hope that i had well for my last UT so as to bring up my grades. =S

Updated@10:50 PM

I felt that today is just not my day. Firstly, i totally forgot to do my RJ. I think i will be downgraded.. I think might be due to skipping of classes this week for my fyp resulted me in not remembering there is such thing call RJ.. lol..

I just had a tiff with my parents. I just felt that over this years, whatever i had done, they are just now satisfied. Not only them, i felt that my boyfriend is also like that. Its like whatever i had done. Or the results that i had gotten, they are just not happy about it.. All they know is the praised other people's child. All they do is to praise how smart my cousins are, we well they had done for their exams. My parents would even feel happy for my cousins who had done well.. What about me?? I am your child. Yet, no matter how well i had done for my exams, you never say anything.. My boyfriend is also like that.. Recently, i am really very happy about my accounting because i got a B+.. I am really very happy about it.. And i am proud of myself because of that.. After telling my boyfriend, he never praised me, yet he told me, why not get an A? Next time get an A for me to see la.. That is all that came out from his mouth.. COME ON LA.. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS NOT EDUCATED AND I NEVER EVEN LOOK DOWN AT YOU.. I JUST GOT A BLOODY B+ AND YOU ARE NOT STANDING IN MY SHOE TO CELEBRATE THE HAPPINESS THAT I AM HAVING!! Not only him, my parents are also like that.. I really dont like this family!!

Yesterday i told them i want to go Taiwan with my friends.. But i never tell them that i will be only going with one friend.. Then they asked me why not go with tour and etc.. Then they keep commenting that i dont even know the place still dare to go there with friends and etc.. I know that you are concern about me.. But by then i will be 21.. When you are much younger, you also go wherever you want.. WHY YOU CAN AND I CANT? DO YOU THINK THIS IS BEING VERY FAIR TO ME?? They had never asked me how i am feeling with my school work and etc.. All they wants to see is the result.. DO YOU KNOW THAT I AM DAMN STRESS NOW BECAUSE I AM IN YEAR 3?? I am seriously alright with working and saving myself for my university fee.. i am alright with it.. BUT please dont make me think that go into university is something which i am not supposed to do just because you all dont have the ability to afford my expenses there.. =( It just make me feel that i dont want to be a member of this house. I just want to move out.. I always thought that my boyfriend will understand me.. Yet he dont.. I really feel hurt this time..

Updated@5:47 PM

I had just gotten the grade for my marketing as well as accounting. For marketing, i am rather happy because i am consider lucky as i only manage to complete half the test yet i manage to get a D for it. And D its still a pass. So i am still contented, BUT, i will continue work hard, as i do not want to see my grade in this manner. Because it will demoralize myself.

As for accounting, I am very happy with the grade as i got a B+. This is the very first time that i get a B+ for the first UT. In the past, the highest grade i ever get for first ut will be a C. So B is a bonus to me. But i will also want to thanks GERALDINE for enduring with me during that period of study. Because of me, she has to stay in school until 7 before she can head home almost every single day. But her grade is slight worst then me.. And she told me that she wont want to teachme for accounting anymore because my grade is better than her.. Hey.. Dont like that la.. You can see the afford i put while you are teaching me.. whatever grade that i am having right now, its because of you.. WITHOUT YOU, I WILL NEVER NEVER GET A B+ FOR MY UT. THANKS!! =D

Updated@3:14 PM